Making the right decision

This whole internship ordeal has been more of a headache then I really bargained for (literally...i woke up with a headache one day) but i let the professional pathways people know today that I was just going to stay at SheInspires.com.au (my first internship). The main reason is that I can't afford 4-8 weeks while they find me another one ("find" me another one). At this point Belinda is willing to take me back (which I feel glad about this because I also feel that this has been a large strain on her largely due to the fact that it is only she and I working on this), but I am a little hesitant to what kind of place I will be entering again. Right now I know that I just have to work through anything and provide the best that I can. But not everything can be easy, I suppose, and this experience has taught me this much.